While making a meme for a client, yes really, I stumbled upon a symbol that caught my attention.

Many people have seen Baroque paintings featuring skulls and dying flowers, and it is not difficult to understand the message that the artist wants to convey. These artworks are known as vanitas, a Latin word that translates to "vanity" or "emptiness" in English. In both art and philosophy, a vanitas is a symbolic work that serves as a reminder of the temporary nature of life and the futility of worldly pursuits. These artworks often include symbols such as skulls, decaying flowers, and hourglasses, which represent the inevitability of death and the fleeting nature of human existence.

But what caught my eye were soap bubbles. I had not noticed this before. In the mid-18th century artists turned away from skulls to focus more on “technique, melancholy, physics, and politics”. During this time soap bubbles were being marketed as lasting longer. So they stepped in to replace the symbols of the Baroque.

I immediately thought, what a perfect way to show how fleeting time is. And in particular, our time is. It isn't grim or macabre. It is, in fact, often beautiful and moves on a light breeze. It is brought to life by a breath, with no guarantees of how long it will survive.

What does this have to do with being a creative or an artist? Well, it turns out as Oliver Burkeman wrote, “we've been granted the mental capacities to make almost infinitely ambitious plans, yet practically no time at all to put them into action.”

Yet, we often act as if we are capable of doing everything ourselves. In reality, there is a thriving industry of products and influencers who claim that by simply reading their book or watching their video, anyone can achieve mastery in all areas.

And technology is not helping. Despite finding ways to do things faster, one would expect that we would work less. According to a famous prediction by John Maynard Keynes, due to advances in technology, we should currently only be working 15 hours a week.

I track my hours and I definitely work more than 15 hours a week. However, when I work excessively, it starts to feel wrong to me. I believe there should be more to life than just working overtime. I don't want to look back and realize that my biggest contribution was simply putting in extra hours. I believe many people share this desire for more meaning, contemplating their legacy, and feeling weary of hearing about yet another productivity hack.

It turns out that when people make enough money to meet their needs, they just find new things to need and new lifestyles to aspire to; they never quite manage to keep up with the Joneses, because whenever they're in danger of getting close, they nominate new and better Joneses with whom to try to keep up. —Oliver Burkeman

So, where does this drive to keep up or do more come from? I believe it can be deeply personal and individualistic. However, we can also take a step back and consider the Western culture that many of us are a part of.

My father has been living in Brazil for years now, which has given him the time and distance to reflect on his life while living in Canada. As an immigrant who arrived without speaking English, he was a workaholic. Both of my parents were. They didn't have a safety net, so they did whatever it took to create a secure life for my brother and me.

Now, this mindset has been ingrained in me, combined with our society's general drive to be productive. As a result, I too became a workaholic.

In fact, society often tells us that we can achieve anything if we work hard enough. This belief can be comforting. Rather than being told that our aspirations are impossible, we are encouraged to believe that we can accomplish anything we dream of. However, the caveat is that our lack of success is attributed solely to not trying hard enough.

With this mindset, I can easily convince myself that I am choosing to become better, to improve, and to be more efficient and productive. But am I choosing, or am I simply falling for a clever trick?

This style of rhetoric often leads to burnout, and it is partly “your fault” as well. According to Instagram and YouTube, if you had only woken up at 5am and had a green smoothie instead of 6am with a coffee, you wouldn't be experiencing fatigue and having cortisol pumping through your body.

Why am I not in love with the mindset that is often seen on social media and online? In fact, I may sound a little bitter, and you wouldn't be wrong. It's because I used to be the exact audience that wanted to believe in these ideas and tried all the hacks. I still talk about being productive and I have my own little focus hacks. However, things have changed for me because I have experienced burnout. In fact, I stopped doing design for years because I despised the workload and the lifestyle.

I quit being a creative because it was an awful experience.

But here I am, back at it again. The difference now is that I have more experience, perspective, and an overall unwillingness to think that there is something wrong with me.

I am honest about the fact that I cannot work like a robot endlessly all day. Instead of billing clients by the hour, I am now responsible for deliverables. I use a timer to remind me to focus for short bursts, rather than forcing myself to work longer hours. I also clock my hours to track how much I work and ensure that I am not slipping back into my old burnout habits.

However, one aspect that I continue to struggle with and am actively addressing is the need to do less overall. I believe many can relate to the sense of personal responsibility for our own success, the absence of a family safety net, and the challenge of determining what is truly sufficient.

My experience of burnout is shaped by the perspective of being part of an immigrant family, but it is not exclusive to individuals born and raised in this country. It is important to recognize that this pressure is unique to each person and should be considered within the broader context of our culture.

I can only speak from my experience, and right now, it means that when I think about productivity, creativity, and the illusion of doing more, I want to understand what is enough money, enough time, and enough work for me.

Perhaps that is why those bubbles captivaited me.

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